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You know what?

Thu, 31 May 2007 07:37:58 GMT

Regarding my last blog, the guy actually came and apologized to me about his action!!

So that said something!!

hehe!!

Outta my system

Tue, 22 May 2007 15:06:27 GMT

Got into an argument again at work today....phucking jackass trying to order me to do something, i refused and he went and compliant me to his boss, who's also his friend.

So sick of this childish play, sick of being ganged up on juz because they're in the same circle, bad mouthing me all together to their advantage.

I keep telling myself I shouldn't waste my energy on this, is just work and it's not worth it. I should spend my energy on something that would make me happy, that is worthwhile. It's just work and i'm there to make money, not to make friend....oh no, not at all, didn't even come close.

I need to get this outta my system, i feel better after writing a few lines on this.

Thanks for listening.....I can sleep now..

Beijing zoo

Wed, 09 May 2007 00:07:21 GMT

Big panda is so cute....

http://www.kodakgallery.com/Slideshow.jsp?mode=fromshare&conn_speed=1&Uc=12aep5ab.7ir0q62r&Uy=-f11yzl&Ux=1

what to do...

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 12:44:01 GMT

I feel so melancholy lately, it's been like this for a while, can't remember since when, not exactly sure why either.

Maybe it's because of work, company just announced that there'll be no salary raise for all seller this year...phuck!! Urgh...no salary raise, even if i am one of the top performer, what's the point. My immediate thought is to find a new job. A new job that would pay more and have some new challenges.

Besides no pay raise, work is been so boring. The job, the co-workers, the customers....same shit over and over again. Got no passion and drive anymore, sometimes i don't even wanna go to work.

I am heading to BJ again this weekend to see my bf. Been there too many times, I don't really like the city, it's too dry. Long distance relationship is so difficult, don't really know where we're heading.

Seems nothing is good in life these days....Sigh...maybe i should think of nothing and go sleep...

I ate bugs in Beijing last week

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 04:03:56 GMT

Those worms doesn't really taste much, deep fried like french fries, crunchy and kinda empty inside, with it's own sort of distinct bug flavor. Bees were also deep fried, tasted very oily indeed. Not much of it's own flavor.

You'll be missed, Rest in Peace...with love

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 11:51:01 GMT

Wow...can't believe how fast time goes by, it's been almost 5 months since i wrote, too much has happened that i don't wanna spend time here to recap. Only the dramatic event finally happened, that we all have anticipated for almost a year, that my uncle finally passed away last Friday. I said finally because he was in the last stage of cancer when it was discovered last year this time, and that doctor told him that he only had max. 3 months to live, but he managed to extend his live to one year because of his strong will to live and positive attitude. I would say...it's really the first time i talk to a person who's nearest to his death. I talked to him the Saturday before, i can feel it that he's anxious to see us, before it's too late.

I managed to have a discussion with him and during the talk,
I asked: "How do u feel now?"
He said: "very peaceful, i expected to go anytime!", then he looked away, with a drop of tear in the corner of his eye.

Seriously, he was sooooo skinny that...i thought i was either watching scary movie or talking to a skeleton with a layer of skin covering it. I was planning to go back and visit him on Saturday, but then i got the news on friday noon time from my mom that he's gone......for good!! :( sigh....so sad

So i took a half day off cuz i really couldn't hold my tears, that i had to have time alone to handle my emotions.

I cry because my uncle passed away, my close family member who is gone forever, that no matter how much and hard I want, I will never be able to see him, talk to him, spend time with him. And I miss him.

I guess only death is guaranteed in this world.

Beauty is just a perception, so what's true beauty?

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:13:19 GMT

http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/home_films_evolution_v2.swf

Photo is ready!

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 13:35:31 GMT

Tokyo is a place truly where you can shop till you drop... a million times. So many shopping malls and endless department stores, lots of good food and pretty girls too. But times are quite expensive so i didn't really bought a lot of stuff. Yet i manage to buy a pair of dress shoes to match the dress i bought in Madrid for my Brother's wedding in November. I like Japan, but I think it'll be more fun if i speak Japanese as people there don't really speak English.

We ended up didn't make it to the chinese restaurant, well, actually we did but by the time we got there, they already closed. But we managed to have Blow fish, my first time to have blow fish, quite tasty.

Oh yeah, on my way to Tokyo, I was sitting right next to an old guy. At first, I thought he's Japanese, until he had trouble communicating with the air hostess, I helped him out with speaking in Cantonese, then we started to chat. He told me that he was borned in 1916!! WOW....1916!! can u imagine, he's 90 yrs old and travelling alone, I had this funny feeling when talking to him, like i had gone back in times talking to a person that's almost a century years old. He told me that he lived in Japan for 50 years, 50 yrs?!?!? I'm far from living that long. Then he told me that his family is now settled in US, and he's already a great grand father. His wife just 2 months younger than him and she's staying in US to avoid long haul travel. And he talked about 2nd world war, which he actually lived through it, not reading from a book. I think that's quite unbelieveable.

Anyways...enjoy the pix:
http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLandingReg.jsp?Uc=12aep5ab.bqpgamzn&Uy=-pqe9jx&Upost_signin=Slideshow.jsp%3Fmode%3Dfromshare&Ux=1&UV=79430839795_611162170403

and a video I took at the Shinjuku Station:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9LpnBdfD0M

The sushiland is being attacked by SuperGirl

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 02:53:22 GMT

Yes..i'm in Tokyo...sososososooooooooo happy..

Time flies when you're having fun, can say that enough, heading back to HK tmr. This 5 days trip is just splendid. Today is the Japan National Holiday, so only half day work for Jan, we can spend the whole afternoon together, we gonna go to the famous chinese restaurant for spicy tofu and eat blowfish tonite!!! yummy

Day 1-Sept 14th (Thursday); I arrived Tokyo at 8:20pm, by the time i got to the hotel, i was almost 11pm. Silly me, i mistaken Jan's room number, got the the hotel lobby and trying to connect to his room before heading up, then i was told that room 3202 is empty and no guess name matches my boyfriend's name , I was thinking....did i get to the wrong hotel? Is there another Hilton? So i was so determine to go straight up to room 3202 and knock on the door myself. Obviously, no one answer, then the next room's door opens up...hahaha, it's Jan, he's actually in 3203....silly me, memorized a wrong number .

Day 2-Sept 15th (Friday); I got up at 9ish AM, went up to the Executive Lounge for breakfast, then worked a little bit before heading out the Shinjuku area for shopping in early afternoon. Didn't expect my mini skirt would catch so much attention. I was walking around the area myself, holding the map and making sure where i am at times so that i won't get lost. After crossing the street, a Japanese guy came up to me and say Hi, asked if i'm a tourist, chatted with me for a bit and invited me for a coffee. At first I was like...hmm, what does he want from me, but then i thought, well, maybe he's just being nice and maybe i shouldn't be too uptight and guarded so i accepted his invitation, we headed to this sidewalk cafe, sat down and keep chatting everthing and anything, he told me he's 24 yr old, has his own investment company (yeah whatever), blablabla, then we talked about why there's so many homeless people in Tokyo, this and that. THEN, he started to get into a conversation about Sex, he told me that in Japan's new generation, people are very open about sex, and even if the girl has boyfriend, she would still be opened to have sex with another guys and that is ok for them. At this stage, i think he's testing my boundary, and ask if people from HK are the same....blablabla...Then, he kept saying how sexy he thinks i am, after I said "thank you". I told him that i should head back to my hotel as my boyfriend would be expecting me around this time. Anyways, this is a wierd experience, I told Jan afterwards and he said this is normal in Japan, man would go up to a girl and ask for sex. Well, i guess in a different perspective, you can say that they're civilized enough to do so. At least he didn't make me feel extremely humiliated aftewards.

Day 3-Sept 16th (Saturday); Jan and I went shopping in Harajuku, then headed to Shibuya for sushi, and more shopping. If anyone of u heading to Tokyo, i highly recommed this sushi shop: Midori Sohonten, right in the shopping center on top of the Shibuya station. Fish is soooo fresh and tasty at a super reasonable price.

Day 4-Sept 17th (Sunday); Jan and I went to Odaiba for more shopping. At nite, we went back to the sushi place we used to go to in Akasaka.

Day 5-today, now in hotel room waiting for Jan to come back from work. Raining day outside. hmm, i should get ready to go out now, kinda adapting to the Japanese act of putting make up before going out .

k...will post pix when i'm back to HK.

Tell me why?

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 03:59:08 GMT

Gosh...i'm so cynical these days....